Suppose to do my immunology report now but i dont have the mood to do so...a lot of things are bothering my mind now...i dont wish to think about it at times...suddenly im thinking of my two BFF: Rachel and Cheryl...Rachel is now having fun in Europe and Cheryl is now in KL but i dont have the chance to meet up with her (i'm so sorry)...but you are here for 2 days only and plus you didnt inform me before hand!!! ![]()
This is taken during my previous sem break...im glad that we 3 managed to meet up in Penang even though it is short but sweet ![]()
I miss u girls...
Anyway, the Monash ball is coming...end of this month...a lot of my friends are asking me to go coz it is the last already...unfortunately, im gonna burst the bubble that im not planning to go this time because i wanna attend the Emerge KL 08', dont wanna spend so much on prom this time coz wanna save up for my year end holiday (pergi ke Australia beramai-ramai) and also perhaps to Bali next year!! But guys and girls, i may joined you all after that to Euphoria M.O.S club!! Mwahahahahaha.......................
Wow wow wow the Emerge KL 08' Talent Time preliminary was yesterday...and for those of you who dont know that i participate in the dance category competition...yes now you know hahaha...we formed a group called C'est La Vie, consist of Celeste, Shu-Fenn, Henry, Timothy, Elaine, Koushallya and of course Me lahhh.....
We learned and practiced the dance for exactly 2 weeks...the hardcore part was learning and practicing the dance moves...all the bruises and muscle aching came in...but it is worth everything coz the joy of performing yesterday in the prelims was fantastic!! But the feeling before performing was nerve-wrecking...kan cheong gao gao!!
Now, i pray that we could enter into the finals...
Oooo...i forgotten...Ivan and my dearest Xi Mae participate in the vocal category!! Pray that you both will enter the semi-finals, then, finals!! ![]()









It is sometimes true that you yourself do not know yourself that well actually...we humans were created in such a complex and unique way...the way we function and the feelings we have...sometimes i have hard time to understand myself actually...especially my feelings...i do not know why i always fall for someone that is not the right one for me...i pray for the feelings to go...it went but the stubborn me at times will bring the feelings back to myself...everytime i see you around...i will always try to bring my ignorance along so that i would not fall for the same mistakes again...im scared to repeat the mistakes that i once did... but...i do still think of you sometimes
Anyway, if you havent listen to this song before...i do recommend it to you all...one of my current addiction...
Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
It is been a week after the incident...
Even though i dont really know you that well...
But im glad that at least i got to know you starting last sem...
You came to join us in cell group meetings and cell outings...
Fellowship with us...
I heard a lot about you...
You being a super great chef...
You are a smart guy...
You undergoing so many problems in life...
I can see that you somehow open up yourself to people and also to me...
Once in a while you did tell me your problems...
But i seriously do not understand what you had been through...
Most of the time i do not know why and what are you thinking...
And sometimes im scared at the way you act...
All you need is company from people...
And i know i didnt give more than enough of that to you...
I know is too late to feel bad and guilty...
But im very happy and thankful that you accepted Christ in your life...
I wish you stay happy always...
From up above, you will know that we love you a lot...
Tadaaa.................my new skin!! Still under construction. Anyway, it is a simple skin...so white...so pure...i love it! ![]()
Im too free and bored at home so i figure out i should update my blog and change the skin. I usually changed it once a year (end of the year) but i doubt i have the time by this end of the year. This time is different as im graduating!! I cant wait!! Hopefully, i pray that i will pass all my units this year round and graduate end of this year. Then, i can go have fun in Aussie-land with my BFFs!!
Ps: Results for the past sem will be out soon *shivers*
I'm feeling terribly disappointed! I just dunno what i can say about it...the fact of not being trusted by not just simply anybody (which i dont care if they do not trust me) but by your love ones...how deeply hurt i am now!
I've been struggling for some time...fighting this kinda feelings...but no matter what i do...it seems that i dont satisfy them at all! To them, im always a naughty girl...never seems to understand what they have done for me...they feel they gave me everything i want but i dont appreciate it at all...WHICH I FEEL IT IS PRACTICALLY A TOTAL FULL OF CRAP!
I love them more than anyone in this world...i care a lot about them and everything they bless me, i do appreciate it abundance! But they never seem to understand! And everytime we try to talk, it would end up with arguments and tears. And the worse thing i found out now is that they dont trust me when it comes to money!! OMG!! I'm speechless...
What is in their mind now is all about money!! What they think they bless me with every materialistic thing is consider the greatest blessing in the world?? I would rather they show me some trust than doubts!
Hui Wearn and I decided to pay our dear sister Yee See a visit at her hometown.
Day 1
10:00am
Departure time from Sunway Hostel Condo. We waited for the bus to go to the KTM station. Hui Wearn and I were happily chatting till we ALMOST missed the bus rofl!! I saw the bus passing and im like still chatting away till a sudden strike just hit me that we are suppose to catch that bus!! And im like THE BUS!! STOP THE BUS!! Then, dear Hui Wearn ran off to stop the bus, leaving her belongings behind and i just grab all the stuff and ran out...Haha then i suppose she realised that she left her belongings and turned back mwahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But luckily, the bus stopped for us ![]()
Hhhmmm........what a way to kick start our journey LOL!
11:00am
We took the KTM train from Subang Jaya to the KL Sentral. However, we were not that lucky...i dunno why of all days and time, they choosed that particular time to carry out their safety control drill. So, we cant catch the next train from KL Sentral to Titiwangsa. Then, we walked all the way out from the station to wait for the bus to Titiwangsa, unfortunately, we didnt manage to see a single bus to that place. Plus, the place was so jammed pack with people, cars, bikes, busses and so forth and we were like so lost there...dont know what to do next hahaha...so we decided to take a cab there. However, no cab driver wanna drive us there
So, i was looking at the train routes to see whether which train from which stop we can head to so perhaps we can catch a cab there instead. Luckily, i found that the last stop of the KL Monorail is Titiwangsa.Halleujah! How stupid...we stood there in a lost for almost half an hour...hahaha guess we are too spoon-fed with cars and people driving us around already ![]()
1:00pm
Departure time from Titiwangsa to Raub. We met Yee See's mum along the way so we got into the same bus as her mum
Hooray...we finally arrived Raub (safe). We arrived there feeling tired and sleepy haha...must be the super exhausting long journey. Then, we had lunch in Yee See's house, rest for a while (watching an episode of Forensic Heroes II) and off we go to pick up Woan Yee to go travel around in Raub villages. We headed to the pasar malam (more like pasar petang lol) and we bought lotsa food there! Man i must say we are really big eaters!!


I love the tau fu fa =)



The security is super tight...one of the guards thought we gonna throw some nanobomb into that gold mining by taking a photo of the entrance...hmmm.....
5:00pm
After buying practically everything in pasar malam, we passed by a very big park so, we decided to hop by there and have a walk (you know all the calories we consumed...at least walk a lil so that we dont feel that guilty haha!). There were a lot of people jogging there and haha we 3 girls were like standing there and munching food!! How de-motivating we were to all the joggers LOL! But we did walked around the park first before we eat. Hhmmm...so much of an exercise ![]()



Trying to be pathetically lame

Yee See's school just beside the park


1,2,3 lets walk (ps: check us out, carrying the bags of food along too)


They were too obsessed with the fishes hahahahaha...where i dont see any...hmmm..........
We then headed back home, shower and have dinner. Yee See's mum really cooked a lot of those yummylicious traditional chinese food (like those dishes you will have during CNY). Haha...we were really puffed up the whole day. And the funniest thing was after dinner and clearing up, we sat on the couch watching So You Think You Can Dance and Ashley and Marie-Kate documentary till Hui Wearn and I both fell asleep on the couch! Just right after dinner! We are really pigs! So, we ended up sleeping till the next day...(ps: we were suppose to go yam cha that night!)



There were a lot more but im like too eager to start my dinner haha so im lazy to take anymore photos...rofl ![]()
Day 2
11:00am
Off we go for breakfast, somewhere near a market. We had the famous delicious pan mee (they dont call it pan mee there but another name that i have forgotten...sorry) and lou shi fan
And i didnt know they have this soya bean drink mix with the tau fu fa! Nice nice! After breakfast, we headed to this shop selling dessert. We ordered ice kacang (they called it abc?) and ice longan. It is not bad but i stilll prefer the ones in Penang
1:00pm
After that, we went over to Woan Yee's place for lunch! As you can see that we were like eating continuously haha! Her mum make yam cake (it is super dooper delicious! i love it a lot!) and pan mee (again!). But this pan mee is homemade...her mum make the noodle herself and the speciality is that she mixed it with carrot juice! So healthy isnt it?
Man...we were like SO FULL and at that time i could feel as tho the food was like up to my oesophagus! And the night itself where i suppose to meet my cell members for seafood...i could picture the huge crabs chasing after me!! Rofl!! Coz i thought that when i see food i will be so scared of it!
3:00pm
We headed back to Yee See's house and packed our belongings. Then, off we go back to KL. The experience in the KL Sentral, terribly pushing each other just to get into that freaking pack KTM train sucks big time!! It is like sardine packed and you could barely moved...probably you can rotate a lil (i did that) coz i was feeling there's this somebody's hand was behind my arss!! Damn it!! Anyway, i'm so thankful that we managed to reach Sunway, just in time to meet our cell members for our cell outing *sighs*
It was really a long day for us, rushing here and there like insane monkeys. But im so satisfied with the seafood dinner...man the food was SUPERB!! Hhmm...remember the horrified picture of the crabs chasing after me?? Haha it doesnt work...maybe im just too piggie and in love with food ![]()




2:00am
Back home in Sunway.
My dearest clover Penny Gan is finally 22!! Okie i know is late to post this up...her birthday was like 1-2 months ago rofl!! Anyway, we threw her a lil' surprise where we appeared in front of her house out of the blue without any notifications haha, with a cake, party hat for her that we forced her to wear it and sprays!! So we did actually messed up the entrance of her house (sorry penny...) but im glad that she is kinda shock to see us hahahahahaha....................


My dearest roomie a.k.a mummy Celeste Chia has turned 22!! Woot! This surprise is not much of a surprise for her i suppose coz she expected something from me already...(quite perasan rite?? ahahaha....but if i were her i think i will expect something as well...so is okie....=P) Anyway, she was shock to see a big group of us came out to her lol...well she only expected a few certain people so hahaha...at least plan succeeded!! Hooray!!






Lastly, is ME!! I'm finally 22 years old! Wow i must say it is kinda fast...it feels like i just celebrated my 21st birthday a month ago or so and now im 22?!?! Man...age is catching up. So, this year's celebration is somewhat special (based on the amount and types of birthday cakes i had...). I blew 3 cakes this time mwahahahaha...........
1st celebration: With my roommies and housemates. I had this cute lil cake with a gigantic candle...so basically you cant put the candle into the cake rite?? So haha one of my housemate gotta hold the candle...Hhhmmm soooo one gigantic candle equivalent to how old i suppose?? ROFL!!

2nd celebration: With my lovely friends Penny, Henry and Alvin at Souled Out. They got me cupcakes as my birthday cake!! My first time having so many lil cupcakes as birthday cakes...and the cupcakes are sooo lovely and adorable to be eaten!! And also tooo lovely to be poke by the candles as well so all three of them are holding the candles =.="
Ps: Henry i need the photos from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3rd celebration: With my beloved cell members at South Sea Seafood Restaurant. I have the same birthday with one of my cell member, Susy =) Elaine decided to throw us a surprise by baking a cake!! So this time the cake is HANDMADE!!






Well...im truly blessed to have such beautiful, sweet and memorable birthday celebrations this year...all the birthday wishes and the people who celebrated with me...i wanna say BIG THANKS to you all and i wanna give each and everyone of you my BIG FAT WARM HUG =D