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Anyway, I've been working for two months already and now entering the third month and I must say it is not easy for me to get into the flow of working environment. Getting yourself into the career world really change your mindset in many ways. I'm glad that I'm getting into it and started to move on from the student life thingy that I miss soooo much!! Frankly speaking, for the past months I've been moaning, complaining and feeling so dreaded to move on. And not only that, ever since I moved to KL to work, life ain't easy as well, as I gotta learn to live my life independently, definitely the first two months my dad helped me out in certain expenses, but right now, I gotta start paying my own rent, my own expenses, basically whatever it takes to survive in KL, using my own hardcore earnings. In fact, I was given a choice to go back to Penang and work, and generally all expenses are on my dad coz I don't have to worry anything about rental and also foodie expenses. But yeah, I've chosen this path to walk in and at times I felt as tho I'm regretting it especially in the first month plus, however, as time goes by, I'm beginning to realize and learn a lot of things from my experiences throughout this so called "journey", also from great friends around that are willing to give me a helping hand all the time and most of all from God, I'm more determined to face whatever challenges I have to go through, knowing that I'm not all alone after all. Thanks! If it wasn't the presence of those great people by my side all the time and also God, I could just break down anytime and fall into depression. The first month working in this current company, moving into a new place, I felt so lonely, empty and lost (and it is really tough for me that time). Then, I'm filled with all those unhappy thoughts making me losing grip on whatever I pray and hope for. But thank God for that short tough season which taught me a lot, make me move on from the transition period, learning to open up to those people who has been there and ready all the time to help me out and most of all, I realize there are so many good things revolving in my life that I didn't look into which can actually help me out coz I'm too focused on the other possibilities and consequences. In fact, come to think of it now, I'm not regretting at all and I'm stronger than before. Well, it is something that I wouldn't have the chance to experience if I decided to stay in Penang (many things I would say). Anyway, I just got back from JB yesterday. It was a 3 days, 2 nights trip but somehow time flies so fast and I felt as tho it was only 2 days Ps: Photos will be uploaded later when I collected it all from you girls! |
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